Last Saturday I failed to inform my sister that I won't be coming home and will be staying overnight at a friend's house. Come Sunday morning, while on my way home via LRT1, she called. Halata sa boses nya na nag-aalala coz umaga na and hindi pa nalalock yung main door. Which means hindi nga ako umuwi. My Dad was in Tarlac since Friday morning so sya lang mag-isa sa bahay. It turned out napanaginipan nya pala ako. Nakabalot daw ako ng puting kumot hanggang ulo and nasa coffin na. Then I was there with my Nanay. I really felt guilty. Then napaniginipan din ng eldest namin Nanay ko. Wag daw muna kaming mag-asawa, 2 na lang naman kaming hindi kasal, para daw hindi mag-asawa ulit Dad ko. Syempre ate ko reacted coz I know naman yung plans nila ni Francis.
Just an hour ago bumaba ako ng sala para kumain. Naabutan ako ng Dad ko. Matamlay. He asked me kung nakausap daw ba ako ni Ate. Yun pala nagsabi na sila kagabi of their plans. Sabi ko nga, the biggest bomb has been dropped. Though expected na pero iba pa rin yung impact. Syempre hindi pa naman agad-agad pero the thought na any moment eh aalis na sya dito sa bahay. Which leaves me and my Dad. From six, soon we'll be down to 2.
Now I dunno what I will do. I'm also thinking of leaving. Not that papakasal ako. But I wanna try living independently. Vague pa yung plano pero ngayon I'll start making ipon. Gotta be ready for whatever plan na maisip ko. But now, I am really at a lost. Ako na lang mag-isa...
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